Little Girl

This little girl always wonder why
This little girl always try to find a reason
But she never find it and in the end she let it go
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So many times she wish she could leave
So many times she wish she could disappear
So many times she wish she could go
But so many times it won't happen
Because she couldn't make it happen

There was a day when she couldn't understand herself well
And now it's all day
To the point she can no longer recognize herself any longer
Where sometimes she feel sorry for them for staying
When they could leave and lead a happy life
Instead they are learn to understand her
And it hopeless, because she can't

She try to make it possible with her words
But nobody know she bad with words
She try to reach them but she can't reach herself
She try to give a nice advice but in the end
She can't do the same
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She telling herself every day
Everything going to end soon 
Everything going to be okay
But she know it won't be over
Unless she brace herself to face it

And now she let them go one by one
Befriend with a loneliness
Because she feel close to it
Waiting for a day 
Where she could take a step once more



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