JUST A WORD

Well, I just watched a Thailand movie and it's pretty interesting. The title is "Homestay". It's about a soul that get to live in a young man body name Min who killed himself and he get 100 days to find out the truth behind the reason Min killed himself. It was a nice movie if you want to find another view of life. But what make it more entertaining for me was the use of "Homestay" term in this movie. This movie is telling the audience that your body is your homestay. I think that is a nice idea to use in the movie because you won't stay forever living with that body. One day, you will die and your body won't be yours anymore. Thats why, as long as you live, appreciate your life. No matter how living turn up, try to see it in a different view. Try to look in the positive side. You need to find a reason to live for tomorrow because you will be leaving this world one day. So, live your life to the fullest. Meet as many people outside there. If you sad ...

I love making new friends. Well, who doesn't? Some may because they afraid of lonely but I just love having a new friend. And I will always take the first step to approach them while telling them a lot of stories. I will become as friendly as I can. But that is a story a few years ago. Back to where i believe nothing is impossible.  And I even had my BFF (BEST FRIEND FOREVER). She was so nice except for she was strict. Believe me, I hate her at first because she was so strict, way back then. I even swear I won't like her at all😂. But, He had a very neat planning for me. He make us meet, everyday. And I think that when I start to change my impression on her. I always wonder how did we become close to each other because that is the thing I am curious about all the time. She is the opposite me. Why? Well, I am someone that love playing around while she was very firm and believe me, you can feel her charisma. But we really make a good pair of BFF. She love drawing when that thing ...

Sometimes, I rather to be forgotten forever rather than being remembered. Sometimes I wish all of the memory will vanish without any trace. Because that is better. When I choose to let go and left, I choose to delete and throw everything. I choose to left everything at the last place of the memory. That why, I prefer to be forgotten so that it will be much easier for me to let go. But the funny thing is even I able to get rid of it, for some odd reason, it will return to me back. That why I really wish that I am capable to dump everything but the value of the memory is the thing that stop me. It stop me to left it behind. So i carry on while holding on the last memory. It's a proof that I am exist in someone life before. She said that you bring the memory away, far away with you and I will do the same thing. The different is, I am not turning back as I keep walking. Or running. I will never turning back. Because turning back will only hurt me. And I won't giving any risk to my ...

  They told me that hatred and revenge will never satisfied me. They told me that it will never make the pain less. They told me that it also will never comfort me. They told me that it will never bring me a good end. They even said that it will destroy me. Out of nowhere, they never ask me why? They never ask me what? They never question my reason. They never ask me the story of my side. Nobody want a negative energy inside them. But if there is a positive energy, negative will follow up. Because that is the mean of balanced. If you ask me did I still angry? No, I am not. If you ask me did I change? It depend on your instincts. But right now, I prefer living with a less people because less mean the pain will reduce. Less mean less responsibility. Less mean less feeling. Less mean less stress. Less also mean I don't have to care about lot of people. Healing my own heart is taking lot of time and cure. I afraid that it won't heal anymore so I will just live with this...

She is crying but who will know She is right but who will believe She is weak but who will trust She is tired but who will listen  Because she is the strong girl Never show her feeling as the weakness Never show her true self to other Because it doesn't matter, nobody care Hug, that all she need to feel "It's okay" that all she want to listen But nothing ever come Leaving her with a black hole in her heart Not going to trust and be trust Because either one will hurt  Without any mercy Tear flowing like a stream Putting her head on the table Wondering where everything is wrong To leave the day and for her self But nobody will looked for her Because the strong girl is leaving