E.M.P.T.Y

Here i am..

Trying to figure out

One particular reason 

To satisfied the urge of curiosity

To acknowledge the weakness of heart

Where fear becoming the ruler

It's cold inside

And everything freeze

Mind is empty and wandering

Feeling is nowhere to be seen

Sense is dying and waiting to go

And nothing seems right

But smiling and laughing is a must

Because we are undercover

To cover every sickness and pain

Bury with a ton of lies

Then people will accept us

They will not calling us freak

And now I am getting tired

Sitting and feeling lose

Empty inside that I can scream out loud

My hand grip is keep loosen up

Hanging and staying because of my dream

I am empty inside 

Feel cold 

But i am alive because of the pain

It teach me to alive in darkness

It teach me to breathe under the suffocated day

And here I am

I am far from stronger

But day by day I build my strength 

I am far from perfection

But one step ahead to learn my mistake

I am still empty 

But I know that I am going to be okay